im baq home.
went t town with BB. ((:
lols.

den t her house.

met cat.lionel at clementi mrt station.
lionel wore until so formal sial!lol.
BB staying overr at lionel's grandma's house.

wanna kno who's and wad's BB?
its a secret.
lol.
shhhhhhh.


they sent me home larr.

cat; "sorry about tht. have a nice dayy."
LOLS.

havta attend cousin's wedding dinner tmr.
pianggg!
I WANT T GO COUNTDOWN LARR!!!!
humph!

happy happy.
imma happy pig.
oinkk.



maybe youu can still choose not t believe me.

*ahemm.
gonna let tha whole world kno,
weijin,

is now ma wife.

muahaha!:DD


okayy larr.



gonna be at home tha world dayy.





you dont trust mee at all.

*disappointed.

a day make a day.
blahh.

talking on phone with dez n pj now.
herr laughterr.
OMG! ((x


yeahh.
dez stayed overnight at lionel's grandma's house.
sooo i met cat t e nearby coffeeshop.
ferr breakfast.
was raining.


up t his house.
watched vcd.
lol.
i slept.
:DD

den took bus t town.
dez andd i were so OMG.
drenched lyk duno wadd.
so colddddddddd.

dinner'd.
pool'd.
walk around.
our place.
den home.
hahaa.
yeahh.
tht's it.



it's not a nice dayy i guess.

well , hmmm . dez so called "fetch" me t lionel's grandma's house.
((:

ate dinnerr at cs.
den den den.
bought school stuffs.
okayy.
it's a pencil case larr.
:DD

den went up t lionel's grandma's house.
both of ma hands got lyk errmmm.
6 bite marks.
rahhh!

i bet dez got more den mine.
MUAHAHAHAA!

den she sent me home afterr biting.
lols.
lionel is cute when he's young.
tht FELLA.
lol.




i know i've spoilt everything.
i shouldn't have come into this world.
into your lifee.
im sorry.

out with mom and dad.
shop ferr ma stuffs.
hahaaa.
:DD

met up with cat n lionel.
andd dez at lido.
caught "KUNGFU".
damn funny pls.
hahaa.

ate kfc.
den went home larr.
nothing much tdayy.
yeahh.


youu show it.
tht's why.

um.
i kno it's funny.
it's a laughing matterr.
justt go on laughing den.
((:
i'll laugh with eu.
makee fun of me with eu.
:DD

i kno.
i kno everything.

MERRY STUPID'D xmas. ewwwwww! >.<

entry on 23.12.2004 :
town'd with dez.cat.weijin&her buds.
yeapp.
weijin is nice.((: as well as her friends.
pool'd.
dinner'd.
headed t far east.
it's kinda late.
ate yoshi at taka.
im the only one eating.
lols.

((x
den home.

went t town ytd.
4ofus.dez.lionel.
on e way t town, saw kahtien.
dez followed him.
while we went other place.


cat.lionel t orchard.
millie.kaku.me ate yoshi.
cat came.
saw manda.((:
pool'd.
den t taka.
monk'd.
awwwwwwww.
I HATE POLICE.
they're so funny.
hehs.
whoops.

okayy larr. many things happen.
andd lotsa quarrels.

worst xmas i ever celebrate.
yeahh.
damit!


put more trust in me.

wuuuuuOOoooHHhh.
i got a nightmaree.
worst nightmaree.
i dont dare t sleep alone tonight.
mommmyyy!!~~~~

muaha!
oh well ,today's so fun.
went t k box with cat.kaku.lionel.
dez came ltr.
i woke tht pig up.
muah ho ho.

she sneaked in.
shucks!
tht person noticed it.
sucha waste.
((x awww.

pls. lionel is so funny!
tht fella. and tht big butt.
MUAh ho.
were lyk playing so madd.
HAHA.
aww.
sad.
millie not there.)):
!T^&@*&^&* pehh!

okayy.
dinner'd.
heeren.
tht lovely couple went back.
andd we went t taka.
den cine.
saw howai.

oh PLS.
he's learning piano.
MUAH ho.

den home bitter home.
no one SEND me home todayy.




i just cant make things so nice and perfect.

im trying very hardd not t think about wad u said before.

i feel lyk crying.
screaming.
shouting.
yelling.


i wanna kena bang down by car.
i want t die.
andd blood flow down ma brain.


i want the doctor t tell me i got cancer.
andd will die in 1min time.



i believe youu.

lurve is more den just a warm feeling.
lurve goes beyond feelings.

mommy quarrelled with sis jus now.
shouting lyk duno wadd.
yawnn.


sis's out.


im so sorry.


i know i was wrong
ferr treating eu the wayy i did.


*a feeling eu gng t leave me.


eu kno ,
somebody loves eu.((:

chatting with tht silly girl.
hahaa.


nt gng out tday.
gonna be mummy's girl.
:DD


x`mas coming!((:




i think i'll take tht as a dream.

im still at millie's house.
hahaha.


cat's beside me.((:
tht silly girl.


feel lyk voimiting cann!
wwuuuueeeekkkk~
lols.


lionel andd tht fatty dez went down t buy ciggys.
BUA HA !
okay.
im off.


lurve me backk.

im at millie's house nowww.

dez is heree.

and obviously millie as well. :))



im staying over at her house.

so cool right!!!?

-nods-

:))

-nods again-

[blinks]

..sniffs..
-chews-
(raise eyebrowns)
+giggles+
\coughs and luffs at the same tyme...i dun luff...


dez typed tht. ((x
omg.
isnt she lame?!


dez: look who's the lame one laaaa...
slap YOUUUU! by emi((((((:

sick.

im back frm dez's house.


i think im sick.
awww.


i want t go out tmr!


btw, i duno wth wrong with this skin.
lols.
will change it asap larr.
im lazy.
thanks dez.((:


next will be millie.
lols.


things will start t change sooner or laterr.

lalalaa.

BEEEEEzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........


im at dez's house now.
MUA ha.


im lyk so MA FAN overr here.
anyway, im staying over.
yeah.
SO, SHE MUST TAKE A VERY GOOD CARE OF ME.
lol.
hurhurr, desiree mummy((x


i cant make eu lurve me 100%.

MUA HA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIONEL!!:DD
okayy.
im back home.
celebrated lionel's birthday.:))
okay. shall not blog about this yea.
anyway, kinda happy tdayy.:DD


you used t love me.
<BR>
bout bout oversea now.lols.
alrightt. without sisterr andd 2 otherr family. ma cousin's family andd mum's friend's family.
reached there in tha morning.
was a 5hrs flight.
ate XIAO LONG BAO.
lols. damn nice can?
tha service damn shit pls. eeew.
so damn fucking cold over there.
and tha hotel sucks too. worst.
they only have 3stars hotel.lols.
"shopping".


lonely teardrops


On the 2nd dayy,
went t come ulu factorie and "shopping" at night.
bought smth ferr dez.
den i forgot where i went t.


you used t lurve me.


3rd dayy,
went t a pearl shop, crystal.
dinner. "shopping"
and back t hotel.


it's probably me.


the next day, morning call.
went t a nearby factory.crystal thingy agn.
den sat fer a four hours t another part of china.
den i forgot agn.


you've lost tht lurvin' feeling.


the fifth day,
A NEW TOUR GUIDE, MONICA.
so sweet and her english lyk so damn slang cann?
okayy. t this temple.
history thingy. bout yue fei.
lol. i ADMIRE HIM ALOT!
*winks.
lunch. another temple.
bought stuffs ferr ma girls.
watched some performance.
so FANTASTIC cann?


all the lurve tht im giving.


not much about 6th dayy.
den went back t next dayy.
anyway, i kinda miss the weather there.
ma nose, ears,toes and all are dropping.
lols. bahh!
dez.gurls.lionel fetched me frm the airport.
:DD
anyway, wish mitch a happy belated birthday.:DD


back in ma arms agn cann?

.

im back!
no mood ferr blogging.
will blog tmr.

hohoho.

YAY!
i miss yoooo.((:

wadd do youu think..

MUAH!
im leaving tmr. )):
okayy. only ferr 7days.
so wont be blogging peeps.((:
miss me PLS!
andd ya.
watch news for planes.((:


im at dez's house now!
eeeew.
tomato sucks.
lol.


dez here: errr. hurr.
-.-
stupid herrr.
kayy.
-goneeeeeee-


takkare ma gurls((:
and this lil bunny here:DD
loveya!
*MUAHH!

suddenly i realise smth..

went t make i/c tday.
FREAK LAHH. so disgusting ma face.
lols.
okayy lahh i kno. i look ugly every pic.
even in real life.
tskk. I KNO LAAHH!lol


ehh. went t town((:
met millie.


okayy. WE or I got stared by herrrrrrrr.
=]awww.


den t esplanade.
we sat the boat.
hahaha.


millie n kaku went backk.
sighh. im feeling so bad right now.


cat n lionel went back too afterr the boat trip.
lol.


ate LJS with dez.
andd t walked frm city hall t raffles.
and home sweet homeee!((:




...t make me understand.

:DD out with DEZ!
BAHA.


caught polar express.
eh, lotsa lil kid pls.
lols.


it's nice.:DD well, HELL nice.
*hiakk


um. nt gonna tel u where did we wenttt.((x


and yes,
i boarded this train and there's one indian guy sitting beside me.
he fell asleep.
his head gonna fell on ma shoulder.
I SAW THA REFLECTION!
i moved forward.
he changed his sit.
count himself lucky.((:
or yoo wont kno wad im gonna DO.
lols.


okay lahh.
i quarrelled with ma parents lah.


whyee cant i just do wadd i want?!
i hate u both! humph!
if only i knew about this,
i rather choose nt t go with yall.
why? cos i want yall t be happy.
or u'll think otherwise.
im a bad daughter and all.
mommy, yoo wanted me t face t our god and tell wad is right n wrong.
how i feel. wad im thinking about.
all u wanted me t say was YOO WERE RIGHT! AND IM IN THA WRONG!
NO! NO! NO! im not!no one understands how i feel! NO ONE! i hatee yooo!


can i choose t be with e one i love?

wonder wonder wonder.think think think.

took cab t town arnd 6.
lols.
bahh. woke up latee.
met up with dez n her friend.
yoshi.
came out and i saw tht manda.
chatted with her awhile.
she's real mad laa.
her mum's laughterr.
LOL!
her friendd came out too.
yea.
chatted with ian too.
yupp.
cat went overr t lionel's place.
while manda t woodlands.


watched "THE INCREDIBLE" with dez.:DD
HAHAHAA. so damn niceeeee. tha li babehh is so cuteeeeeeee la.
yupp. went home afta tht.((:




sometimes, i wonderr wadd am i thinking.

is tht wadd i really want?

TADANG!*
ytd was SO FUN!
im so so so tiredd.
okayy,i'll tell eu wad we did ytd.


met up with ma gurls,max,jem,dez and lionel.
t coffee club.:DD
den t k pool.
saw seann and yupp, he wished me:DD
okay.
jem was great in playing pool.
hahaaa.
while max was funny.
lol.
suppose t go marina south. andd its alr quite late so decide nt t go.


umm. heeren took neos.
millie almost lost her wallet ytd.
den t swensens. they bought mey a cake.
AH! thanks lots la ma darlingS.:DD
stupid candles. wont be able t blow.
hahaa. im almost outta breath cann! ((x
andd errr. took cab home.
dez.cat.lionel.millie.
kaku gotta go)):
they stayed overnight at ma place.
sent millie home.
hahaa. JU-ON2 is bored.
we slept halfwayy thru.
cant sleep la. kept waking up.
andd ya. they just went baq.:DD
I RECIEVED LOTSA PREZZIEEE!:DD


firstly, daddy n mommy bought meyy:flat tv.dvd player.dig cam.
sisterr;perfume.:DD
rika;roxy keychain.;d
dez; smth special.:DD nt gonna TELL EU GUYS((x
ma gurls.lionel; lalalalala. lols.
jem and max; i forgot wads tht called.
isaac;roxyskirt.:DD






is the dayy overr?


im so tired.yawnnnnn*

believe in yourself;

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAYY T MEEEEE! :DD
well, gonna celebrate ltr.
hopee umm.
i'll be happy.
:DD
can i make a wish?
i'll be afraid it wont come true agn.
haii.
whoooopss.
should be happyyy! :DD






*it happens all the time.